Thursday August 28, 1:25pm
Is this a bad time to say I think I have plane anxiety? My parents and I just took off and my heart rate rose to 129. Last time I went on a plane I was like 12 and I don’t remember being scared. I think it’s also the fact that it’s going to be three months until I saw that place again. Gosh that is sad. I am COMPLETELY stepping out of my comfort zone and it scares me. Let’s face the facts, I am scared. I am going to a place I have never been with people I have never met. Oh man I can hear my boss “why would you be going if you are scared, you can do mission work here”. I would love to stay home and share the love of God here but He’s called me to something greater. And who I be to turn down a crazy adventure for the Lord. The experience I will have, the people I will meet, to see the world God has created. I can’t just stay in my little bubble and live a small life. God has called us to live a life full of well, life. God called me and I said yes but I am scared because I am human. Jesus was scared but he still obeyed God.
You got this, Natalie! Praying for you every step of the way!