Tuesday, September 30, 4:50pm
When I think of my mind, I think of a library. In that library there is a door that I had the key for and can go in whenever I please. In that room there is a book in a safe but God had the key. It has been locked away and I have tried to get in but only God can open it, I can’t. When I started at training camp, God opened that safe and he’s been going through the book with me. That book is the book of healing. It hurts when he turns the pages but at the same time somehow relieving. It hasn’t been an easy process to go through but I have never relied on God more than I am now. I can’t imagine trying to depend on myself again, God way is SO MUCH BETTER!! My inner child is being healed. I used to draw and paint ALL THE TIME when I was younger then I stopped. God is healing that little girl and my creative side is coming back. He is speaking to me through visions and I am able to draw them out.
I’m so proud of you!!! God is good!! I love & miss you!!